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24 April 2011 @ 12:03 am
I feel almost like I'm cracking up and going crazy some nights trying to deal with my spiritual nature. Is it always frickin' tough the first year?
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
Pye: Spiral houndpyewackettt on April 24th, 2011 11:52 am (UTC)
By 'the first year' do you mean the first year after going through your awakening? :)

I guess so, from what I've heard other people say. Not really for me though, seen as my awakening wasn't really a big deal, it was more of a 'oh, so that's what it is' moment.
Tykelbertt Abel Polecat: downtykelbertt on April 24th, 2011 03:47 pm (UTC)
Yeah it's my first year after my awakening. I guess it's frustrating not always having people to talk to that can relate to what I'm going through.
House of Chimeras: Earth Listener - Frilled Sharkhouseofchimeras on April 24th, 2011 12:06 pm (UTC)
If you mean the first year of so of ‘awakening’ (for lack of a better word) or the year after discovering the word for your feels, yes I think for some people it is or can be rather hectic and nerve racking for a while till thing settle down. For myself, I found going outdoors and getting fresh air whenever I could as well just finding things to do which I enjoyed and helped calmed me down to be good remedies. Hope that might be of some light help.

Best of luck to you. Hope you find away settle and ease what’s bugging you.
Tykelbertt Abel Polecat: happytykelbertt on April 24th, 2011 03:49 pm (UTC)
Yeah it's still my first few months after my awakening. I will try going outdoors (even though it's a city so not a whole lot of fresh air around me) when things start going buggy again. And thanks for the luck and the idea.
mexwerewolfmexwerewolf on April 24th, 2011 05:37 pm (UTC)
The "awakening" didn't have any change in my interactions with my wolf side. It was more of a "Oh.. I understand it know" thing.

During my life, I have had periods of time when the wolf urges, desires and behaviors were very strong... and other periods of time in my life that I felt almost a simple human. There were just phases in my life with no particular explanation of why they occurred.
xeansxeans on April 24th, 2011 10:38 pm (UTC)
I can understand what you're saying, digging up this section of yourself has created a lot of things you have to work through and come to terms with.

Give it time, take everything one step at a time and you'll come out alright.
8bitcricket on April 25th, 2011 08:35 am (UTC)
For some more than others. There are tons of communities, though, and most of them will have at least some level of understanding. :>